Precedentedly before Ramadan, I had some arguments with someone who so-called acknowledge me as a buddy(konon). I never wanted to cultivate hatred in my heart unfortunately, so I did spare my forgiveness to that particular person (eventhough the anonymous never did make an endeavor to clarify things between us). Tak ape la..I boleh maafkan but the problem with me is..I never forget people who betray my trust especially those who did that without a solid reason.
Ramadan this year indeed is such an appeasement experience as I am here alone in Kelana Jaya without my family around but yet..the holy month does trigger my inner self to be more grateful towards the Almighty's mercy. Subhanallah... I can't believe with just a blink of an eye it is almost 2 years I had been living in KL on my own. How I crave for those who had filled in the spaces in my heart trough out these many years.
Tarawikh prayers this year is a brand-new undergo as well..the first time I set my foot in Masjid Tengku Kelana Jaya Petra (the one by KJ lake) with my new housemate. Fresh spot but yet the same prayer routine every Ramadan which sets tranquil somesthesia that lingers in my intuition. This smile carved on this clueless face is a gift from God and I am certain of that. :)
Last week I went back to Penang simply for the sake of fasting a few days with my parents & siblings. Simple captivating moments and again, my heart was filled with love and respect with them around. Little that I know, I wangled with my emotions and easily captured nothing but true happiness with my existing friends. Not to mention I've got new ones too in this holy month!
To my surprise, I looked at my comfy bed that I've been sleeping for past 1 year which is far more than what I've expected the first time I came to KL. Did I ever forget that I slept on the floor those days because I don't have money to purchase a mattress. Bila fikir balik rasa tak percaya..what an achievement I've accomplish..dulu I've got nothing.
Ya Allah, I am thankful that you have given wonders in life and everything else is simply the best!
Alhamdulillah..
I love my car too.. *ROFL*
i nak nek exora!!
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nek exora, dtg penangla mcm inun dh merasa..kekekeke
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nice car!! and nice blog too :)
ReplyDeleteerk? thanx..walaupun tahu tak nice mana pown.. btw..tu kereta lama tengok nombor plat pon tau. huhu
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ReplyDeletebaca blog dalam bahse inggeris ni..
haiyaaaaa