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"persahabatan adalah hak mutlak kita bersama" - cuna 17sept09

Assalamu'alaikum..

Ku coretkan kata-kata ikhlas dari hatiku pada hari ini dalam bahasa ibunda.

Hari ini perasaanku bercampur-baur antara sedih dan gembira. Sedih kerana aku bakal meninggalkan sahabat seperjuangan setelah hampir 2 tahun berkongsi perit-jerih bersama serta hilai dan tawa.Ketahuilah oleh kalian bahawa kamu semua telah manjadi pemangkin semangat selama aku berada di bumi perantauan ini mencari rezeki.


"saya sayang kamu semua! muah muah" - cuna 17sept09

Aku turut gembira kerana kejujuran telah membawa persahabatan ini sebegini jauh sehingga kita merasakan seolah-olah kita dilahirkan sebagai sebuah keluarga. Hari-hariku tidak pernah sunyi bersama kalian malah segala kenangan manis akan kusemat jauh dalam lubuk hatiku dan harapanku moga ia sentiasa segar mekar mewarnai jiwa dikala kita di kejauhan. Gembira juga hatiku kerana dapat kurasa kalian semua sayang padaku, insan kerdil yang tidak pernah lepas dari kekhilafan. Namun yang paling membuat hatiku girang dan berbunga riang adalah kerana hakikat bahawa aku bakal pulang kepangkuan ayah bonda tercinta di kampung halaman.



Kepada sahabatku sekalian, selamat hari raya maaf zahir & batin.

Terima kasih untuk hadiah-hadiah yang kalian sediakan khas buat pemergian saya.

Saya suka semuanya! :D

2 weeks before adilfitri comes..

"no matter what, we'll still have each other don't we?" - cuna 10sept09

Dear mates, I'm sorry that I didn't have enough time to blog in here..lately I had to put certain things into perspective. To my surprise, I've decided to resign by end of this week. Yeah, I already did submitted my resignation letter to the bosses earlier yesterday. Can't belive I have been working here almost two years and now I finally decided to leave my set of jovial mates simply to be responsible towards my family back in Penang. Yes, I did cried at the time I break the news to my closed friends..but life is about striving for the path that we have chosen and eventually I shall carve my own footsteps.


"alhamdulillah..praise to Allah for the meal we had.." - cuna 10sept09"

Last week (10/9/09) I had iftar with fellow ik girls in Holiday Villa Subang. The food was so-so but it was the precious moment we spent together that makes it a special night. Will we ever be together in future like in this portrait i had? Oh yes... I never did have any celebration for my birthday..but the girls gave me some variety of gifts after we had iftar. I got a bottle of perfume, a set of brooch, a shawl, a purse and a bracelet. Thank you fellas, you are all so sweet to trouble yourselves to get me the birthday gifts.


"our laughter seems to dash out beautiful memories indeed" - cuna 13sept09



"hope this would never be our last pose together..promise me we'll never be apart" -cuna 13sept09

Weekend was superb as I had a day out with Felina, Ainun & Felicia. We had fun chit-chatting all day long just to keep ourselves updated with what's hot and what's not. Not to mention we strayed around KLCC and of-course did our joyous activity which was snapping photos here and there. LOL. It was pretty AWESOME with the girls around. We care less about the passers by but we did laugh our lungs out knowing that we were actually hyper jumpers during fasting month ;)


"never count fears beneath the steps but catch happiness by just smiles" - cuna 13sept09


"Friends NEVER say goodbye" - cuna 13sept09

A glimpse of 2 earlier weeks in Ramadhan 2009

Precedentedly before Ramadan, I had some arguments with someone who so-called acknowledge me as a buddy(konon). I never wanted to cultivate hatred in my heart unfortunately, so I did spare my forgiveness to that particular person (eventhough the anonymous never did make an endeavor to clarify things between us). Tak ape la..I boleh maafkan but the problem with me is..I never forget people who betray my trust especially those who did that without a solid reason.

Ramadan this year indeed is such an appeasement experience as I am here alone in Kelana Jaya without my family around but yet..the holy month does trigger my inner self to be more grateful towards the Almighty's mercy. Subhanallah... I can't believe with just a blink of an eye it is almost 2 years I had been living in KL on my own. How I crave for those who had filled in the spaces in my heart trough out these many years.

Tarawikh prayers this year is a brand-new undergo as well..the first time I set my foot in Masjid Tengku Kelana Jaya Petra (the one by KJ lake) with my new housemate. Fresh spot but yet the same prayer routine every Ramadan which sets tranquil somesthesia that lingers in my intuition. This smile carved on this clueless face is a gift from God and I am certain of that. :)

Last week I went back to Penang simply for the sake of fasting a few days with my parents & siblings. Simple captivating moments and again, my heart was filled with love and respect with them around. Little that I know, I wangled with my emotions and easily captured nothing but true happiness with my existing friends. Not to mention I've got new ones too in this holy month!

To my surprise, I looked at my comfy bed that I've been sleeping for past 1 year which is far more than what I've expected the first time I came to KL. Did I ever forget that I slept on the floor those days because I don't have money to purchase a mattress. Bila fikir balik rasa tak percaya..what an achievement I've accomplish..dulu I've got nothing.

Ya Allah, I am thankful that you have given wonders in life and everything else is simply the best!
Alhamdulillah..

I love my car too.. *ROFL*