Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts

Friday, October 23, 2009

Never be replaced


I was walking down the passageway from my class towards the cafeteria in hasty steps.

“Hey there, you’re from Penang right?” a voice called from my back.

I turned behind and render speechless to a shy boy that I met in my first class, first day of college.

Yeah, he was the one sitting alone at the corner of the classroom with huge file and note book of his and never stop jotting down every single thing that the lecturer says. He looks like a nerdy to me. That was my first impression towards him.

We exchanged smiles and started to chatter and walk at a snail's pace. There goes a camaraderie which ensued with earnest hearts.

More than 6 months after I cried so hard till my body can’t stop quivering. That was the first time i was dumped and I could still hear the voice of his patiently whispering to me..

”Never forget that I am here, I would always be. You’ll never loose me. I’ll hold your hands and help you out".

This boy never be bothered with the populace, all he knows that he would be the first person to shield me whenever others tries to bring me down. He never fails; indeed he clogged his ears simply to prove that he knows me better than anyone else.

There were so many times he came in the vicinity of me. Name it..he was always there.
When baseless accusations & enormous rumors made by some cunning bunch and years later I met with an accident and my hip was dislocate till the doctors was certain that I will be a handicap.

He was never ashamed to stand by me and again whispered the same assuring words..
“Be strong, I’m here..i’ve never gone astray. Please don’t let the tears flow or I will feel the throbbing as well.”

He keep on calling me day and night just to check on me..whether or not I’m doing fine. He just never stops. It has been 5 long years and he is still here, always mine..my true buddy. We grew up, evolving from adolescents to adults together. The best person that knows me for who I am and willing to accept me for what I were.

He is now suffering the symptoms of psoriasis and he tried to avoid me few months back but I snap out of it and went straight in front of his face.

“You can’t just run away like that because for all that I know, you need me now as much as I do. Who cares if you have patches all over your body? I care more about your heart rather than your outer shell. No way that I’ll ever let you go. I swear I won’t!”

I can never envisage my life without him.. my guardian angel.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

SeLaMat HaRi RaYa


"persahabatan adalah hak mutlak kita bersama" - cuna 17sept09

Assalamu'alaikum..

Ku coretkan kata-kata ikhlas dari hatiku pada hari ini dalam bahasa ibunda.

Hari ini perasaanku bercampur-baur antara sedih dan gembira. Sedih kerana aku bakal meninggalkan sahabat seperjuangan setelah hampir 2 tahun berkongsi perit-jerih bersama serta hilai dan tawa.Ketahuilah oleh kalian bahawa kamu semua telah manjadi pemangkin semangat selama aku berada di bumi perantauan ini mencari rezeki.


"saya sayang kamu semua! muah muah" - cuna 17sept09

Aku turut gembira kerana kejujuran telah membawa persahabatan ini sebegini jauh sehingga kita merasakan seolah-olah kita dilahirkan sebagai sebuah keluarga. Hari-hariku tidak pernah sunyi bersama kalian malah segala kenangan manis akan kusemat jauh dalam lubuk hatiku dan harapanku moga ia sentiasa segar mekar mewarnai jiwa dikala kita di kejauhan. Gembira juga hatiku kerana dapat kurasa kalian semua sayang padaku, insan kerdil yang tidak pernah lepas dari kekhilafan. Namun yang paling membuat hatiku girang dan berbunga riang adalah kerana hakikat bahawa aku bakal pulang kepangkuan ayah bonda tercinta di kampung halaman.



Kepada sahabatku sekalian, selamat hari raya maaf zahir & batin.

Terima kasih untuk hadiah-hadiah yang kalian sediakan khas buat pemergian saya.

Saya suka semuanya! :D

Monday, September 14, 2009

2 weeks before adilfitri comes..


"no matter what, we'll still have each other don't we?" - cuna 10sept09

Dear mates, I'm sorry that I didn't have enough time to blog in here..lately I had to put certain things into perspective. To my surprise, I've decided to resign by end of this week. Yeah, I already did submitted my resignation letter to the bosses earlier yesterday. Can't belive I have been working here almost two years and now I finally decided to leave my set of jovial mates simply to be responsible towards my family back in Penang. Yes, I did cried at the time I break the news to my closed friends..but life is about striving for the path that we have chosen and eventually I shall carve my own footsteps.


"alhamdulillah..praise to Allah for the meal we had.." - cuna 10sept09"

Last week (10/9/09) I had iftar with fellow ik girls in Holiday Villa Subang. The food was so-so but it was the precious moment we spent together that makes it a special night. Will we ever be together in future like in this portrait i had? Oh yes... I never did have any celebration for my birthday..but the girls gave me some variety of gifts after we had iftar. I got a bottle of perfume, a set of brooch, a shawl, a purse and a bracelet. Thank you fellas, you are all so sweet to trouble yourselves to get me the birthday gifts.


"our laughter seems to dash out beautiful memories indeed" - cuna 13sept09



"hope this would never be our last pose together..promise me we'll never be apart" -cuna 13sept09

Weekend was superb as I had a day out with Felina, Ainun & Felicia. We had fun chit-chatting all day long just to keep ourselves updated with what's hot and what's not. Not to mention we strayed around KLCC and of-course did our joyous activity which was snapping photos here and there. LOL. It was pretty AWESOME with the girls around. We care less about the passers by but we did laugh our lungs out knowing that we were actually hyper jumpers during fasting month ;)


"never count fears beneath the steps but catch happiness by just smiles" - cuna 13sept09


"Friends NEVER say goodbye" - cuna 13sept09

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

a story that has never been told..

Back when I was in secondary school.. i met these 3 other girls who seems to be very warmth and bubbly as well. It all started with group discussions, later on we hang out as buddies.. cracked corny jokes and pitched for self-actualization during teenage years. A memory that shall never be erased from my mind. A sweet one perhaps :)